I am sucking at life lately.

Seriously - what is happening? I was doing really, REALLY well for awhile and lately I have lost my focus.

Me.

I am my focus. I have to be my focus. I can't do this for anyone else other than myself, because that is when I start to slip. I cannot allow myself room for leeway, or 'just a little bit' or 'maybe I'll go tomorrow' - I cannot do it.