Sunday, March 29, 2009

I am having a really rough time with March. Thankfully, it's coming to an end soon.

I've been to the gym a few times and started eating, some days. Still not feeling myself 100%.

BUT I'm trying.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

So, I went to the gym tonight, for the first time in almost 2 weeks. I consider not coming home and going to bed by 6:30 progress.

Maybe tomorrow, or Friday, I'll feel up to it again. Can't really think too far ahead.

I'm trying.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Well, it's certainly been an eventful last week or so.

Seriously. Can I get boring and dull please? I'll take that over this any day.

I still have no appetite, though I've been trying to eat at least a little bit. Trust me, I know it's not healthy, and the last thing I need is any sort of major health complications because of it.

I know I am going to get through this. Things are just really difficult right now, and honestly, I am trying to make sense of my life right now. Fuck being 30. I thought this was all supposed to get easier as we got older?

I'm still down 11.5 pounds since last Monday. Have tried to at least eat once a day, and hoping that soon my normal appetite will return.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Down 11.5.

I still have minimal desire to eat. Maybe today.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Well, fuck my life.

I don't know how often I'll update for now. Maybe I won't for awhile. I'm not much in the mood to share any good news, well, because there isn't any.

Amazing what can change in a day.

I haven't been to the gym in days. I can't eat. I've lost 7 pounds since Monday.

I should be happy, right?

Fuck it.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Gym tonight. Gym tomorrow night after work with boyfriend. Gym Friday morning. Gym Sunday.

4x a week. I think that's pretty good considering I've been a bum since NOVEMBER.